SickShaperSharperSick

(Prologue)

for every death there's the ground
for every lie there's denial

i am not here

this never happened


(I. Tidal Racist)

puzzle comes around in digital phrases
a tool killing the sound of
lost lust

a scar now
sucking pussy
i'd rather be alone
than hang to this shit

that was just six hours
or less
no i won't hold
i may befriend bitches
and a lot of thieves
but i'm sick of liars

i'd love the sky to crack
and suddenly that song by charlie parker will come out of it
bda ba booie bap bra bra bra
jesus fucking fast hands
and that drum solo in the end
tststststststs pst ptamtatamtamtam trmtrm bumbumtrmbum trmtrm trm

because all nights are drunken nights these days
guess it's the only way i can sleep now
if i'm too concious i end up dreaming
of
us


(II. Red Dress / Imaginary Lovers)

shit, not again

here we are
holding hands
so full of loss

the light is red it comes from nowhere
things just seem to BE red
it's all a game of contrasts
black and red and black and red and...
red

does he dooo that ssshhhhhhhhaky thing when he comes?

the doors never end upwards
i can handle the knobs, though
the passageway goes on and on and on and red and on
shaky hands
shaky bitches

leave already
sweating
scarred
scared
sacred
red

i remember the picture
you had a red dress
well it is both pictures i remember
just one wasn't meant to be mine

fortunately i've lost the one i kept


(III. Seis Horas, Corazón, Seis Horas)

Para reconocer las grietas me acurruco
en la cabeza de la aguja que me queda

(reposo las aristas de mis besos
en las veinte esquinas taumaturgas
de mis dedos que ya no conozco
y las caricias sin las que anochezco)

seguir caminando, seguir acechando,
ominoso, de cara partida
reconocer tu entrepierna y marchar hacia adentro
el niño feral lenguatado a tu cuerpo
el vagabundo que copula con tus huesos
pezones de cereza y senos de vainilla
cómo comer de la cintura para abajo
cómo esconder de la cintura para arriba
deseo no desear, no anonadarme frente a las curvas
quedarse en ellas rodando de arriba hacia abajo
debajo, sí, aún
öngyilkos vasárnap, corazón

en seis horas, corazón, en seis segundos
se llega al fin del mundo
a otro fin del mundo
entre veinte dragones sin cabeza
entre el beso del impulso acelerado
sikertelenség en seis horas, corazón

erster, zweiter, dritter, vierter, fünfter,
sikertelenség en segundos, corazón



Stupid Kid

-It's just I tought a lot more time would pass. I tought it wouldn't even happen.
-Well...you were wrong.
-Yeah.
-Sometimes lust is stronger than love, y'see.
-Is it?
-It is.
-Why?
-I don't know. Why do wildebeests abandon their calves if they can't run within two hours of birth? It's just nature.
-Nature sucks.
-Nah. Just human nature. We can do certain things animals can't but still we choose to be animals instead.
-Haha.
-Are you gonna eat that?
-Non.
-Non?...That sounds like-
-Yes, it does.
-Don't worry. You'll be ok.
-No. I won't.
-...
-Let's get going.



Quotes: XIV

[When] in a zone of intense life (revolution, war, shipwreck, earthquake, and so on) ...[a person] will begin by b r u t a l l y destroying the syntax of his speech. He wastes no time in building sentences. Punctuation and the right adjectives will mean nothing to him. He will despise subtleties and nuances of language. Breathlessly he will assault your nerves with visual, auditory, olfactory sensations, just as they come in.

Where is Specks? He ran away. If you see him, please call: ------------ ask for Dave, Dustin or Paul. (I just dont understand how this happened)

Lost dog "Rocky" Cocker spaniel come home ----------- (Within a few moments my beloved one was gone)

Lost cat Name: Modi Missing: 5/9/01 ------- -lease call ----------- black around right eye, pink around left eye he has SIX toes on his front feet (Incredibly I let her slip away without a tought)

Lost bird White Cockatiel with yellow - Call ------------ if you see it! (It should not have ended this way)

Lost kitten tiger-striped Calico Female ----------- (I'm sure it's all my fault)

Lost Dogs missing since tuesday october 3rd Mugsy age 6 medium sized tibetian terrier tan/orange 35 pounds Sparky age 6 tibetian terrier mix tan 32 punds/medium size if found please call ----------- or ----------- (Life is not the same it's much harder)

Reward missing dog 20 punds female brown w/ tan around eyes hoskie mix Call Mindy ----------- Call Reynel ------------ Call Confusion ------------ or go to Feast restaurant (Evenings alone in the couch are the worst)

$500 reward we miss our dog Jenna Looking for lost small white dog resembling a poodle jenna is 10 yrs. old and is in need of urgent medical attention Please Call ------------ or ----------- (It was only a very small argument)

Found! A very cute, very affectionate male gray and white kitty. Obviously not a stray. He misses his home... Please call -------------- (Who could possibly offer more affection than me)

Missing person David R---------- 26 was last seen monday july 5 at 9 pm. Approximately 6 feet tall, slim built, with medium blond hair. If you have sen him or have any information regarding his whereabouts please call ----------------- (Nothing can take away those good times but time itself)

Have you seen this girl? -------------------lenght ---------13 2001 -----------blue jeans and dark --------------where she could be call danny------------- and/or the----------- (I am so very very sorry)